The Struggle
Been a while since I last wrote and defeat was on my mind the last time. Nothing has changed. But I do know what I'm doing or should I say not doing that is getting in the way of God. I'm believing a lot of lies and not believing enough truth. The battlefield is all in my mind. Which seed will I choose to deposit in my soul? Lie or truth? Reminds me of that scene in The Matrix when Morpheus is offering either the blue pill or the red pill to Neo. It's all up to Neo. He gets to decide. One unlocks the Kingdom, the other keeps you in the dark. Which will you choose? Ok, so that is alot of visual and no practicality. Here's an example: from my last post you get the idea that I'm talking "myself" out of speaking for God and praying for people. I was at a place where I wasn't seeing results, my desire was fading and I was confused. So I began to not think about spreading the word as much until it wasn't at ...